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Body >:(

Sometimes my body feels revolting to me. I can feel all of the grease and damage that cigarettes have done to it… it feels like my organs are just heavy mushy slop that are rolling around in my flesh shell, and I’m just full of chocolate and beer. I can’t get a lot of oxygen to my lungs because I smoke so much, and my body is running on a diet of assorted fine cheeses, chocolate, and potatoes covered in yellow curry powder. Yuuuuck. 

I usually feel like that all the time, I’m mostly disgusted at what’s inside my body as opposed to what my outsides are. I’m somewhat concerned about how my chest feels though. Maybe it’s because of exciting new developments in my life, maybe I’m going to have a massive heart attack. It just feels like my chest is expanding and expanding, and it would be scary except that I am excited. Bodies are weird.